biasenye orang raya dengan sangat2 gembira tp aku? ak x tau knp raya aidil adha kali ni berbeza, ak rase sakit, terluka tiba2.. hell why should i feel this pain? why must ak compare 2 org lelaki yg berbeza? si B dan si H ak x tau mcm mana perasaan ak masa ni. betol B dulu pernah buat ak menangis, saat tu ak sorg, tp bila H muncul semua jd lain, ak macam dpt semangat baru.. but when my friend said "BACK OFF BEFORE ITS TO LATE" ak rase mcm ade yg x kena. Still ak stay dgn dia, but hell pg ni ak bangun tgk sesuatu kt pic FB dia, satu coretan luahan hati dia.. if you were his gf you should be happy to read all that thing but not me.. i was crying all night long and I can't even sleep, why is this happened? I've got NO IDEA bout it.. Ak rase mcm dia hiding something dr aku.. tp ape? we just new in this relationship.. should i walk away before its too late? or should i stay?
Ya Allah, this thing is to pain for me.. too much pain I've got for this 4 years, i try to rebuild my strengths and I need your guide to be strong Ya Rab, Help me with your Guidance cuz am lost without you.. Ya Rahim, if he really not mean for me please take this feelings away from me, Guide me ya rab, guide me from be too far from you, guide me to be better for you..
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| Allah menghapuskan apa jua yang dikehendakiNya dan Dia juga menetapkan apa jua yang dikehendakinya dan (ingatlah) pada sisiNya ada "Ibu segala suratan". Ar-Ra'd (39) |
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